I can’t even think of a better title. Right now I feel so unmotivated and uninspired, I don’t know why. I’ve been quite silent online these past few weeks. I can’t find the drive to write anything useful, not even commenting on blogs or forums. So I decided to just write this post to get this frustration out of my system.
Not that something terrible had happened. In fact, everything is perfect … I have all the time in the world to do exactly what I want.
Everytime, I wake up I would log-on to the internet and browse through my regular routine. When I come to the point of posting in my blogs, I just stare at the monitor for a long time and push the close button. Then I would play DoTA the rest of my waking hours and scold myself for being so unproductive before I sleep.
I tried getting a long and very enjoyable vacation for distraction, relaxation, and inspiration. I did get to do it but when I came back home, it’s still the same.
I really don’t know what else to do. Maybe it’s writer’s block … most likely. The days spent that I haven’t been productive is making me feel so frustrated.
In the Philippine Ilonggo dialect, ambot ah literally means "I don't know." After graduating in college, I decided to hold off pursuing my profession and embarked on a free spirited journey of adventure and self-discovery. My travels have led me to many places across the Philippine Islands and South East Asia. I don't know where this path will take me but I'm certain I'll get a lifetime of stories out of it.
dude.. seems to me you are bored and have lots of time in your hands… your pictures look great…. but you need help… get a real life and stop talking to the computer….. good luck my friend…
marc? there’s a whole world out here and it’s moving. get up and move.
Ano natabo? Lagaw lagaw sa palibot ah, or bakasyon na subong, hang-out sa Boracay or sa Guimaras..Pwedi man gani sa Bantayan. Or you can eneter and win a little Independence Day pa contest for a little Php 1,000 prize.
Ari ang link ay:
http://abc-bloglearning.blogspot.com/2008/06/independence-day-tribute-to-fellow.html
thanks for the concern guys. This thing is finally starting to get over pero amat-amat pa lang.
Would you be interested in a job that needs you to make DVD-based websites?