Ambot ah!

I can’t even think of a better title. Right now I feel so unmotivated and uninspired, I don’t know why. I’ve been quite silent online these past few weeks. I can’t find the drive to write anything useful, not even commenting on blogs or forums. So I decided to just write this post to get this frustration out of my system.

Not that something terrible had happened in my “real” life. In fact, everything is perfect … I have all the time in the world to do exactly what I want.

Everytime, I wake up I would log-on to the internet and browse through my regular routine. When, I come to the point of posting in my blogs, I just stare at the monitor for a long time and push the close button. Then I would play DoTA the rest of my waking hours and scold myself for being so unproductive before I sleep. I have so much stuff to write about and many ideas thought of to do but I just can’t do them.

I tried getting a long and very enjoyable vacation for distraction, relaxation, and to inspire myself, which I did experience but when I came back home, it’s still the same.

I really don’t know what else to do. Maybe it’s writer’s block, most likely. The days spent that I haven’t been productive is making me feel so frustrated.

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